15 More Days!!!

Ok, so the big day is getting closer!!!!! Soon I will be living nonstop at the most magical place in the world!!!! Yay!!!! Meantime, I have purchased all my clothes and just need a few more things. Everything is coming together. My mom is driving me down Florida a couple of days before check in day and we are going to relax and enjoy a couple of days in the parks. I am so excited and my full Disney planning mode is in full gear.My nephew is coming with us and it is his first time there so I am extra excited to see what his reaction is going to be. So for him, I planned two character meals with his favorite characters and squeezed a way for him to see Wishes   out of the trip. That was the hardest thing to do since of course 'Ohana was filled and the day we are doing MK, the park is closing extra early, but thank the Lord a way was made to do it. Along with the great excitement,there is also some misgivings starting to creep in. Will I like it all the time and what happens when Disney stops being the fun vacation and starts becoming my life. Will I be able to hold on to everything I love about Disney? Mostly though, I wonder if the loving memories of my child there will be too much. In spite of these feelings popping up, I am determined to only look at the positive and get the most out of this opportunity. After all, life is what you make of it.